In this ascension/descension/embodiment process we are often called to leave locations and relationships that are holding us back. Unfortunately, we are not always able to take our children with us when we find it necessary to go. Andras and I both have children who prefer we not be around their lives and their families.
How can that be? How do the patterns of society outweigh the love in our hearts? How can stories that are incomplete be the stories our children believe? Why do they not listen and have compassion on parents that carry deep love for them but live life differently than society deems valuable? Why do they not feel and know our love for them... no matter what... unconditionally... divine love?
Divide and Conquer is the model for our world. Wars, bullys, and fear mongerers use this tactic and they use it against families. This divide and conquer mentality that comes with divorce is so harmful for the children's minds... even when children are grown they may still be angry or hurt or judgmental and remove contact... lash back with the pain they feel in their hearts... or just forget.
I experienced this as a child with my parents divorce and was conscious through my recent divorce in an effort to break those patterns, yet we come to Holy Days again and feel that urge to share our love and feel the loss of our children's hearts and tender care. Andras' story is a little different of course, but it is still a divide and conquer story.
Last evening we were privileged to be with young adults our children's ages. They were playing music, laughing and loving. As I prepared dinner I felt so rich and full to be with these souls... yet my own children were in my heart so dear. I thought of Jesus' words
"And everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or children or farms for My name's sake, will receive many times as much, and will inherit eternal life."
Each situation we left to preserve our own core essence.... to be able to be that Christ light in our own self that shines out to others.
Imagine This Dream.... through our dna changes our love reaches our children's hearts during these Holy Days of 2013... days when humanity is shifting in consciousness and rising into a new pattern. Through our dna our children recognize our love and reach out to receive it. Because we are embodying deeper the higher aspects of our Being, our children lift their thoughts above grudges, judgments, fears and hurts and come into a tender place of sharing and caring with us.
and so it is.... EverMore!